Was playing Bounce Out on the computer and listening to my Bro fight it out with his GF. Just got me thinking how easy it is to get upset or fight with the other. But then their true value is only known when apart. Then you realize how much you lost over something so trivial. They mean so much and when together you never realized it. And me I was telling my Bro, talk it out – don’t let go, me – who didn’t manage it myself, who failed miserably at it, telling him. He knows all of this so much more, he was the one who always gave me advise. He’s the smart one… I know he will not let her go… no matter what it takes… :-)

When I look into your eyes
I can see a love restrained
But darlin’ when I hold you
Don’t you know I feel the same

I guess they just give up living. They just don’t wanna live anymore. You don’t live if you don’t want to. Thats the key… The want… Just stop wanting to live…

The simplest things in life are the most complex. Thoughts, feelings that are so easy to decipher, so easy to understand, sometimes become so difficult sometimes. They leave you feeling lost in an ocean with no ship in sight. It feels like your drowning in the waves of life. Nothing is in your control anymore. you have no say in what will happen anymore. You are at the mercy of the tide just hoping that it will take you where you want to go.

Love, it’s a magical word, it’s a wonderful feeling, it feels romantic and mushy, it feels euphoric… some of those many things said about love, but I have always wondered, what is love? How do you define it? Is there a definition at all? Will I ever find a definition?

Over the weekend I met a lady who most people would say is unconventional. We got talking and I did an impromptu interview. Short it was but it helped me get an insight into some aspects of her life.

Have decided that there seem to be too many enteries on this blog so have decided to create another blog for all my write-ups. Going where the wind blows… will from here on be just about Me, Freya and The Musafir. All write-up’s will be posted on

Spent the last week deciding whether to go or not to go, was like that eternal question of – to be or not to be…

2-3 July 2005
L&D Team Outing
Jungle Retreat – Masinagudi